Some says time heals people, some say people heal themselves. To be honest both are wrong c'ause in this world no one heals nobody. The pain just resides under the person and time to time it makes sure to come out in the form of tears or panic attacks so that the person won't forget about it completely. It might sound funny to some people c'ause this generation is live and forget type generation where it's very easy for the person to replace their closed ones without having any guilt.

Am I hurt that I am talking like this? No. Hurt is a tiny word to describe my state right now. Neither I am hurt nor I am grieving over anything. Everthing happens for a reason and I believe whatever happened with me, happened for my betterment only. Regret is what I have for choosing wrong persons in my life and giving them that much importance to ruin me again and again.

It's been one month of me passing out from the college. Do I miss my college days? I hate to say it but just because of one person I abhor my college days a lot. Sorry, but can't help with it.

I am working as a employee in my sister's office and get paid well. Life is going smooth. No drama, no financial crisis as both me and dii are earning well. Yet I don't know why I feel empty within myself. Is it because of the person who betrayed me?

No, it cannot. I have forgetten him and wish that I shall never meet him ever in my life. Just please fulfil my this wish god, a big please.